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Saturday, August 18, 2012

The 'SECRET MANTRA' : Stepping Out of The 'Tantrik Yogi' Character Part 3 Day 126



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Me As The 'Tantrik Yogi' Character


This Blog is A continuation of These Blogs: 
I am doing self-forgiveness and self-commitments to correct myself for what i have accepted and allowed as thoughts, beliefs, definitions etc. within and as mind to birth myself as life - equal to all that exist.
 
Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the mantra is charged with spiritual energy by the guru - defined within the 'mantra' character - believing that repeating the sanskrit  word 'hamsa' which i sounded as  'hang so' within and as my mind -  will 'expand my mind' to one day unite with 'supreme consciousness' - perceiving 'consciousness' as more than me and me less than myself - not realizing that 'CONsciousness' is the presence of character as memory - and so defining myself as the 'hang so' character - giving my power to this sanskrit word with 2 syllables - which i defined as special - not realizing that i am charging these words with a positive value -perceiving myself separate from these words - believing the mantra 'hang so' is special - where i believed it has the power to expand my mind- defined within the 'words have power' character to later unite with the 'supreme consciousness' - to attain liberation from bondage of the ego - an illusion i lived - meditating on the words 'hang so' - synchronizing the sound of these words with/as my breath - where as i breath in - i hear 'hang' within/as my mind and as i breath out - i hear the word 'so' believing that this is my 'ista mantra' - or who i am that i have to realize - within/as my mind - believing that what i say within/as my mind is real - believing that a mantra is a word that can expand my mind - perceiving myself separate from the word mantra - manipulating myself to manifesting the belief that the mantra is special because it is supposed to be only just for me - and was told to promise to keep it secret - where i defined myself within the ' i have a secret and you don't know what it is' character - where i judged the word secret as more than myself and me less than myself - where when i am the only one that knows something and others do not know about it - i am special - defining myself within the 'i am special' character - not realizing this is a word - and i use words as an expression of who i am - so there's nothing special about it -  not realizing I AM HERE - as flesh, as blood - as the substance/physical - equal to all that exist - as we all came from the same substance all are made of .

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being ordinary - desiring something that is extraordinary - that i believe not many people have - desiring to be 'special' by having a' mantra' - where i believe i will have a constant positive energy experience - which i believe will ensure i will never be down or sad ever - as all i have to do is repeat the 'mantra' in my mind and 'feel good' about myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within the words ordinary and extraordinary

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being 'sad' - desiring 'happiness' and unending 'bliss' - believing that that is the real state of man.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within'sadness and happiness'.


I commit myself to when and as i see myself defining myself within the words ordinary and extraordinary - i stop - i breathe. I realise that they are words that i have to redefine as i have separated myself from/as these words by giving the words a positive and negative value.I stand clear before i speak these words.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself believing that the mantra is charged with 'spiritual energy' by the 'guru' - i stop - i breathe. I realise that the mantra is just a word that i had given a positive value - which i judged as more than myself and me less than myself - where it was seen as more than what it really is - a word - which is a symbol - which when spoken resonates just like any other word - so to assist myself to redefine the  word and use the word as an expression of who i am - as equal to all that exist - expressing who i am within my written words, spoken words and actions.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself  believing that the mantra 'hang so' will 'expand my mind' when i repeat it within/as my mind - i stop- I breathe. I realize that this is a belief that i created within and as my mind - accepting the 'guru's definition of the word. I assist myself to instead of believing - stabilize me as the breath in every moment. I assist myself to be equal with/as the words contraction and expansion. I assist myself to redefine these words. I bring myself back here and stomp my feet to wake myself up physically.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself defining myself within the words 'sadness and happiness' - i stop - i breathe. I assist myself to redefine these words - as i separated myself from/as them by giving them a positive and a negative value. I stand clear before i speak these words.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself believing words have power - i stop and breathe. I realize that words are symbols equal to other words - as all- realizing i use words to express who i am - so to assist myself to redefine words that i separated myself from/as by charging it with a positive or negative value.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself believing that 'mantras' are special - promising/swearing/pledging that i will keep my mantra a secret - believing that secret words are 'special' as not many people have it - i stop - i breathe. I realise that words are words and the word secret is just another word i have to redefine. I assist myself to realize there is nothing special about the word secret.I slow myself down. I wake myself up physically and touch any physical object. I am here.

I commit to stop the presence of the characters supporting the evolution of the mantra character- as fears, desires, as pictures - within and as myself and let go of the separation as desires, as beliefs within and as myself and stand with the physical in every breath - in every moment.


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