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Thursday, August 30, 2012

The Body: Sex and Self Intimacy SCS 3 Day 138 Who Am I? The Sex Is Happiness Character




 

This Blog is A Continuation Of this Blog:

  1. http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/08/happiness-desiring-physical-intimacysex.html
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Imagining a Relationship With the Prospective Partner 
Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine how will the relationship with the prospective partner be  and what we will do if ever we end up being together existing as the character that is an alternate version of me with another character within /as my mind in the 'future' - which is a time that is not here as me as this moment - hoping - where i am not self-directive - as i am defining myself within the 'hoping we 'll be together' character - a mind character which is an alternate version of me. I am not here as the real character. I am trapped as the mind character that is in a 'future time' as the noise in my head while i exist as the real character here - as flesh - as blood - as the physical . 

I am correcting myself and writing a script to assist me as the real character - as flesh - as blood - to stop living an alternate version of me within/as my mind - rather, be here and enjoy my expression as the real character interacting with another as me.


Self-Correction Script
When and as i see myself imagining how will the relationship with the prospective partner be 
- i stop and breathe. I realise that when i go to an alternate reality within/as my mind to imagine - i am not here in physical reality. I am trapped within an idea of a 'future positive experience' which i made up. I am in an alternate reality other than here. So, the noise within my head will stop me from looking at what is here - as the breath that is here as this moment -  so i bring  myself back here and stomp my feet. I say, 'i am here'. This will make me see clearly what is going on and then decide - coming from a starting point of assisting myself to have a real self-directive decision to take on an agreement to assist me as self and assist another as self  - where within this i am saying 'this is who i am, this is what i am as my expression to you for you with you and as you - here unconditionally supporting you' - where we will be both standing for what is best for all life.
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Backchats: The Subconscious Mind

Stopping The Subconscious Mind

Self-forgiveness for Backchats: 

'that guy looks nice, good, intelligent, reserved, wealthy, perfect, dresses well, clean, intelligent, looks a little naughty but child like'


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use backchat as a method to desire positive energy experiences through attraction with a male who fulfills my idea of a 'perfect sexual partner' - believing that my perfect partner is nice, good, perfect, intelligent, reserved, wealthy, dresses well, clean, looks a little naughty but child-like - defining myself within the 'my perfect man' character


I am correcting myself and writing a script to assist me as the real character - as flesh - as blood - to stop living an alternate version of me within/as my mind - rather, be here and enjoy my expression as the real character interacting with another as me.



Self-correction Script
When and as i see myself using backchat as a method to desire positive energy through attraction with a male who fulfills my idea of a 'perfect sexual partner - i stop - i breathe. I realise these are all ideas based on what i heard my dad say, what i've seen at the movies, what i saw on tv and what i heard from my friends. I created this idea within/as my mind 
from the point of fear of being unhappy having a man that is the opposite of all these positive points which essentially is a man that is not nice, bad, imperfect, dumb, loud, poor, someone who dresses up having a creased shirt, dirty shoes, smelly socks with a dark red shirt and dark green pants on, dirty, unshaven, rough angry looking, spiteful and bossy man - see what i connected these ideas to, what i get as a positive energy experience and from that correct my physical expression. I bring myself back here - looking at what triggered it and correct myself -  stomp my feet, slow myself down and stabilize my breathing saying 'i am here'. 

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'His stare tells me he also likes me'
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use backchat as a method to connect his eyes to a 'stare that i equated with the idea that he likes me' - believing what i see in the romantic movies like 'love story' etc. as real - defining myself within the 'staring - he likes me' character.



I am correcting myself and writing a script to assist me as the real character - as flesh - as blood - to stop living an alternate version of me within/as my mind - rather, be here and enjoy my expression as the real character interacting with another as me.


Self-correction Script
When and as i see myself using backchat as a method to connect his eyes to 'a stare that i equated with the idea that he likes me' - i stop - i breathe. I realise that eyes are part of the body and that i am separating myself from what is here by connecting it within/as my mind to pictures and images which i saw from the eyes of Ryan O'neil from the movie, 'Love Story'  where 'he fell in love with Ali McGraw' - and other 'romantic movies' -where, the mind sensing a similar 'external environment' it activated the 'staring - he likes me' character not seeing the eyes as just that - the eyes as a physical manifestation - that came from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that is here. I bring myself back here, slow myself down, stabilize my breathing and stomp my feet to physically wake me up.

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