Happiness: Fear, My Grandmother, The Virgin Mary And The Rosary Day 134 SCS

 

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This Blog Is A Continuation of:
http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/08/happiness-my-grandmother-virgin-mary.html

The Subconscious Mind

Self- Correction Script:

I realise that i was talking within/as my mind fearing my grandmother getting angry - without looking at the common sense that i can in fact talk to her and tell her how i am experiencing myself at that moment and instead of being directed by fear - assist myself to direct me to be self-trust and see my grandmother as who she really is - as an equal - as the flesh - as the blood - as the physical - made from the same substance i am made of - as all are made of.

When and as i see myself fearing my grandmother within/as my mind - i stop - i breathe. I bring myself back here and assist myself to see who i really am - as the real character - that is here as breath in every moment - standing for what is best for all life.

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I realize that judging my grandmother as more than me and me less than myself - believing that because she gave birth to my mother - believing that my mother will not be here without my grandmother and that i will not be here without my mom - is fear of me not existing - so instead of specializing my grandmother and believing i am lucky to be alive - i assist myself to look at the common sense that my mother. myself and my grandmother is made from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that exist. I am here. I am not defined by life and death.

When and as i see myself judging my grandmother as more than me and me less than myself - i stop - i breathe. I bring myself back here and look at who i am as the real character - as the flesh - as the blood -as the physical character breathing in every moment here - as equal to my mom and my grandmother - as equal to all that exist.

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I realize that talking within/as my mind separating from my body, fearing pain - is me existing in an alternate reality where both of us are alternate versions of ourselves-  instead of being here as the real physical character- as the flesh - as the blood - equal to my grandmother - stabilizing me as the breath - communicating with/as her as an equal - assisting myself to tell her exactly what i am experiencing within and as myself and telling her exactly where i stand - that i will not accept and allow for her to pinch me to join her in praying the rosary asking for mercy from Mary - and ask her to look at the common sense that we are here as breath in every moment - made from the same substance all are made of and that we do not need to pray to Mary for anything - we can simply live as who we are - equal to all that exist.

When and as i see myself  separating from my body, fearing pain - i stop - i breathe. I assist myself to equalize with/as my body - and communicate with my grandmother to stop pinching me.

To be continued