2012: 'Who Am I?' I Am The 'Jealous Food' Character I Chose To Become Day 111

The 'Jealous Food' Character

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I am Stepping out of Character using Self-forgiveness and Commitment to Correction For What Is Best for All Which Is Essentially What Is best For Me

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Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to steal food from 2 of my friend's bottled food given by their mom - because the sweet that i have are not as good as their sweets .
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to design competition within comparing what food they have with what food i have - judging my food as less than myself and their food as more than myself - defining myself within - food tasting good and food tasting bad
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself within food tasting good and food tasting bad.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have positive energy experiences through food that taste good coming from a negative energetic experience of my food tasting bad  - not realizing that  food is being eaten to support the body to survive optimally.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire the positive experience of me with eating 'bukayo ' or sweet coconut dessert native to my country.

Self-commitment:

I commit myself to when and as i see myself designing competition within comparison, judgment and jealousy   - through taking another's food- i stop - i breathe - and breathe in and as the energy and breathe out the energy as me within and as my body - to/as the earth - and assist myself through writing, self-forgiveness and commitment to correction - to stop this character - realizing that food is here for the body to survive..

I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring positive energy experiences from food tasting good coming from a negative experience of food tasting bad - i stop - i breathe and assist myself to see that food is here to assist the body to survive -and not to be desired.

I commit myself to see/realize and understand that sugar stimulates the mind - and that it is not about demonizing sugar either but to be intimate with and as the body cross-referencing what it needs and does not need to function optimally - and me honoring and respecting that in my choice of food.