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Monday, August 13, 2012

'I Am That' To 'I Am Here' SC Day 122


I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating myself from the statement 'i am that' by giving it a positive value - i stop - i breathe and realize that i am using this statement is an expression of who i have become - as consciousness -as presence  of a character as memory -  defined within the 'i am not that' character - where i desire to be that which i believe i am - defined within the 'i am that' character - where i judged 'supreme consciousness' as more than myself - in essence judging myself as less than myself - in an alternate reality as an alternate version of me defined within a limited idea - not realizing i am here as flesh, as blood - as the physical - as all that exist - as LIFE - i bring myself back here and stomp my feet - physically waking myself up to who i really am - for real and say 'I am here' and as i change my starting point - from/through  'i am not that  so i want to be that' to/as 'i am here' - use the statement 'i am that' as an expression of  who i really am  .

I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating myself from the statement 'i am that' by giving it a negative value i stop - i breathe and realize that my defining myself within the 'i am not that' character came from my abdicating my self-responsibility to look at what i have become  - perceiving myself separate from everything i have said and done - and perceiving myself separate from all that exist - so to assist myself to take self-responsibility and look at what i have said and done - decide and apply myself to walk in self-honesty using self-forgiveness, self-writing and commitment to correcting myself in every moment of breath - and birth me here as who i really am - as equal to all that is here - as all life - as a living example - and assist in creating a world that truly honor s life - bring myself back here and physically wake myself up by touching any physical surface or object and/or stomping my feet and say 'i am here' - and as i change my starting point from/through 'i am not that so i feel guilty of who i have become and do not know how to take responsibility or change myself so just surrender my power to the guru or God or master' - to/as 'i am here' - to use the statement 'i am that' as an expression of who i really am.

I commit myself to assisting in establishing a world that truly honors life.


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