2012 Flirting: Getting to Know: “I like what you like” Personality: Part 2 Day 4

"I Like What You Like" 

Part 1

In Part 1 i directed the point of using clothes to impress a guy that i met for the first time. In this blog i will direct the point of getting to know someone because he "likes what i like" and is therefore a potential partner - in the eyes of the personality.

When i met this guy, let's call him RL, i started asking him some questions. First i looked at his body and seeing that he is likeable, i started getting information about him. I found out he also liked vegetarian food and would like to know about it - although he's a meat eater. Was it him just wanting to impress me? Most likely. I was impressed that he wanted to be a vegetarian because i had difficulty finding a vegetarian guy to be in a realationship with. This point made me establish that he is  a potential partner - he passed the food test. So, the second thing i wanted to know was - is he married or is he in a relationship? Because if he is, then, the flirting stops right there. If he isn't - the flirting continues.

I found out he had had a lot of relationships before. That is scary because he can be a cheater. So, i talked to him more about this to find out who cheated and who left who in his past relationships. I got a lot of information - and some are not okay as per my idea of what a good man is - but because of the closeness that was developing - because of  him liking what i like - i decided to go with the flow.

I did not look at who i am within this. I am not here. I am trapped as the personality defined by my likes and dislikes.

I am directing this point by doing self-forgiveness for wanting to form a relationship with a personality - as i identify as the ego-personality - based on my likes and dislikes - which i created in my mind based on a belief that if someone likes what i like i will form a relationship with that person to validate me as the ego-personality - to give me life as a personality - where i give life to an illusion and make that illusion real - within self-manipulation - sabotaging my process of self-perfection.

Self-forgiveness for desire to have a relationship with another personality:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to want to form a relationship with a personality - as i identify as the ego-personality - based on my likes and dislikes - which i created in my mind based on a belief that if someone likes what i like - i will want to form a relationship with that person to validate me as the ego-personality - to give me life as a personality - where i give life to an illusion and make that illusion real - within self-manipulation - sabotaging my process of self-perfection. This is not what is best for me because i will be sabotaging my process of self-perfection. This is not what is best for all because i will support personality systems within this world based from relationships of likes and dislikes.

Self-corrective Statement:

When and as i see myself wanting to form a relationship with a personality based on my likes and dislikes - i stop - i breathe. I realise that this i created in my mind based on a belief that if someone likes what i like - i will want to form a relationship with that person to validate me as the ego-personality - to give me life as the ego-personality - where i give life to an illusion and make that illusion real - within self-manipulation - sabotaging my process of self-perfection. I stop participating because this is not what is best for me and not what is best for all.

Self-forgiveness for judging the body based on a belief:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the body and its form as more than or less than myself - within  liking or not liking someone - based on a belief that when the body is 5"5' tall, brown skinned, trimmed, smiles often and clean - that the body is good and when the body has a deformity, less than 5"5' tall, black skinned, tummy bulging, frowns a lot, and is dirty it is bad. This is not what is best for me because existing as the personality - i will  sabotage my process of self-perfection. This is not what is best for all because  i will support the personality systems in this world based on judgments and beliefs.

When and as i see myself judging the body as more than or less than myself based on a belief - i stop - i breathe. I realize that i have  this belief that when the body is 5"5' tall, brown skinned, trimmed, smiles often and clean it is good and when it is less than 5"5' , black skinned, tummy bulging, frowns a lot, and is dirty - it is bad. I realize this is mind created - and this gives me a feeling that i as the personality is real because i have a choice - which is just an illusionary choice - and not real. I stop participating because this is not what is best for me and not what is best for all.

The real choice is based from what is best for all life.