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This Blog is A Continuation of These 2 Blogs:
This Blog Is A Continuation of This Blog
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
'Postponement' Character
Part 5
Commitment
Self-Correction
In this blog i am writing what to do when i see myself going into an 'negative energy experience' of internally tightness of shoulders
I commit myself to when and as i see myself starting to work on a task - to assist and support me when my internal physical condition start changing - with reference to tightness of the shoulders, stomach cramping/cringing: to see, realise and understand that at this stage i have already 'gone too far' within my character possession in the physical body as i am already in the process of physically manipulating me into getting a 'negative energy experience' instead of remaining here as breath as physical stability and getting the task done.
I commit myself to when and as i have already 'gone too far' as in manifesting a mind possession to a physical condition - where from boredom and apathy - i am manifesting my eyes getting heavier, my shoulders tightening etc. - to assist myself to lift my chin up, straighten my body, clap twice and wake myself up and get the task done - as in writing or reading something- doing a blog, doing an assignment or doing my recipe book and doing other things that needs to be done - and realise that in my current accepted and allowed relationship with who i am to the mind - where i allow the mind to have power over me or my directive will - and so create an experience of it being more difficult to stand through a point where a personality has already taken over - 'experiencing it' as though it is more difficult to stand and change. So I commit myself to not accept and allow myself to have this experience overwhelm me or dissuade me from standing and changing - to immediately pull myself up - clap twice and bring myself back here - and do the task - as i see, realise and understand that at that moment it is easier to do something else that will give me a 'positive energy experience' as though it is easier to fall and not stand and follow the positive -from my mind into reality - so here i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to - in such moments, essentially my 'last opportunity of change when the personality or character is manifested as my behaviours in the physical -to give up - instead of utilizing that moment that can either take me to the mind or stand and change - to NOT accept and allow me to give in or give up to energy or use the advancement of energy possession as an excuse or justification - to instead stand by and with me - apply self-directive will as the physical breath as support to pull myself up and stand and change and physically sit up straight and comfortably and get to doing the task - journey to life blog, DIP assignment, Agreement course assignment, Integrative nutrition assignment, food preparation, driving, agreement cross-referencing and physical interaction, doingness business document updates, recipe book creation, social network updates etc.
I commit myself to when i can see there's no mind dimension activating but self went into energy into and as the reaction of anxiety, boredom and apathy - manipulating the physical body to the condition of 'i don't want to do it now' - i assist myself to push through and pull myself up, take a breath and do the task and NOT let self give up on self in that moment and give in to the mind without any change in ones world/reality.
I commit myself to NOT give into the 'easiness' of energy and the mind within 'positive energy experiences' and not give up on reality and responsibility to self and self's world in this real physical existence- and assist myself to see that it is NOT DIFFICULT to stand up and take a breathe and get the task done.
I commit myself to assist myself - to NOT give in to temptation of doing something else that will give me a 'positive energy experience' - where i end up doing nothing to get the task done in reality accumulating the consequencies in this physical real world.
I commit myself to assist myself to see realise and understand that within my writing, self-forgiveness and self- corrective application - i am preparing self to stand within moments of change - so with the the postponement character activating - i know how it activates and what internal physical changes occur within and in my behaviour - so releasing self from the energy relationship to all the dimensions to establish a realisation that
'Yeah! i can actually self-direct me to stop participation in my thoughts, imaginations, internal conversations and reactions and within that stopping participation - change me in that moment
- and within the self-commitments - the realisation in the self-forgiveness where one establish a blueprint of practical application of how to in fact change ' who i am' from the mind character to the real character - that moves oneself into physical, practical application
- so that when i come to moments of change - where i physically realise - my eyes are getting heavy, the balls of my feet pressed against the floor - heels up, my eyes staring blankly on something, my hands pressing on both sides of my cheeks, my hand combing my hair, my forehead creased, my stomach crimping/cramping, reactions of anxiety, boredom and apathy, my upper arm on the table with my hands on the back of my head and my face close to the table etc. - that i have prepared myself and i know what i am accepting and allowing at this moment that i have prepared self with a practical application of change such as breathing/standing - and so realising this is an example of a moment of now taking the preparation and LIVING IT and APPLYING IT, actually being the CHANGE in that moment
I commit myself to expose myself and others - where through GIVING IN TO 'GOOD FEELINGS' , the EASINESS of the MIND' - where we have evolved creating religions, spiritual movements, channelers that give us GOOD FEELINGS within our mind - where there's no living participation in this actual real world - as we are seeking a 'positive energy experience' by going SOMEWHERE out THERE - in heaven, nirvana etc, rather than establish a world that truly honors LIFE HERE - and CREATE HEAVEN INTO/AS EARTH - a new system based on EQUALITY
I commit myself to NOT POSTPONE our responsibility here to myself and to all as ourself - to stop ACCUMULATING the CONSEQUENCE by postponing our responsibility - so to stop postponing and start taking responsibility - as we do not want to take this physical existence to a point where it gets so bad - THAT ONLY THEN WILL WE REALISE:
THERE IS NO PRAYER, NO LOVE, NO LIGHT, NO ALIENS, NO SPACESHIP, NO JESUS, NO BUDDHA, NO ENLIGHTENED MASTER WILL COME AND SAVE US
REALISING - WE HAVE TO INDIVIDUALLY WALK OUR SELF-PERFECTION PROCESS AND LOOK AT HOW WE CREATED OURSELVES WITHIN AS THE MIND AND THIS WORLD 'WITHOUT' - TO STOP WHAT WE CREATED OURSELVES TO BE AND BECOME AND RECREATE A NEW SELF THAT CAN BE ALWAYS TRUSTED - ONE THAT STANDS FOR WHAT IS BEST FOR ALL.
