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Thursday, October 25, 2012

Postponement Character : Day 192 Consequence Dimension


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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to postpone the birthing of  me here as life and so postpone the birthing of life as all 

I forgive myself that i haven't  accepted and allowed myself to when and as the consequences manifested in my world and reality the first time, to immediately wake up and realise what it is i am doing to myself, my own life and immediately made a decision to no more accept and allow but to stand up and change and stick to my  responsibilities/obligations. But instead, - i forgive myself  that i have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself  with reactions of fear, regret and shame from where i created another character of 'i don't care, and essentially from this character blamed the responsibility within the statement of 'fuck it' without realising that i am in fact angry/frustrated within myself for having postponed when i knew what i was doing but still didn't stop myself and hide even more further into my mind attempting to suppress my own reaction to consequence

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to continue accumulating energies as it serves as the platform of the 'i don't care' character - all of which simply prove that i have become the servant of mind energy - that i did not immediately in the first moment that consequence manifested stand up and change for me and my relationship to this world and reality but instead gave in to the mind, going for the good feelings while the consequence in reality continue manifesting and accumulating

Commitment To Correction
I commit myself to have a look at all the opportunities i have accepted and allowed myself to miss, to compromise to sabotage with me accepting and allowing postponement, and in looking at it all in facing this consequence, commit myself to establish and live my self-directive will, as the living word i apply of no more accepting and allowing myself to evolve the mind of consequence, but align myself to the living solutions in this actual physical world

I commit myself to assist and support myself to when consequence manifest in my world - to not accept and allow myself to react in fear, guilt and shame or regret by suppressing the reactions through creating more characters but commit myself to forgive myself for the reactions and from the forgiveness establish within the commitments a living practical solution so that i do not create the same consequence in my life.

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