2012: The Pig: Self-forgiveness 1 Part 30 day 69

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'Within the definitions as polarity charges that we have given words we enter into playing games of winning and losing energy within our interactions with other people. When we are on the receiving end of negatively charged words we experience a ‘low’ within ourselves. This ‘low’ experience is where we perceive that we have lost the game. Being the giver of a negatively charged word we experience a ‘high’ within ourselves – having the experience that we have ‘won’ the game.
In terms of words that are positively charged the lines of winning and losing are not as apparent as with the ‘negatively’ charged words, yet the game is still present.
Instead of the game being on a linear line with an apparent ‘winner’ and an apparent ‘loser’ the positively charged game operates on a double linear line. Both participants in the game appear to be winning – yet both are ‘losing’ within the undercurrent of what is being expressed.
Using the example of ‘kindness’ we can illustrate the game being played with a positively charged word being given and received.'

From: Earth's Journey To life Blogs: Redefining Words

http://juneroca.com/words/redefining-words/

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In this blog,  I am writing about the words i connected to and defined within the word pig - where i see it as more than or less than what it is. I am being directed by the definition i gave the word pig as per the positive or negative experience of the word - where i formed a relationship with the word.  

I am directing this here as self by doing self - forgiveness and in the next blog, i will write the self-commitment statements to correct myself within this.

Positive:
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the pig to the word childhood
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word childhood

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word pigpen
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word pigpen

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word mama
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word pigpen

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word 'singapore'
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word 'singapore'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word sleep
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word sleep


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word vegetarian
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word vegetarian
 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word vegan
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word vegan

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word money
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word money

Neutral

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word Bap
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word Bap

Negative

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word pork
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word pork


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word blood
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word blood

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word cooking
I forgive myself thati  have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word cooking 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word carnivorous
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word carnivorous

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect thew word pig to the word barbeque
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word barbeque

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word 'adobo'
i forgive myself thati have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word 'adobo'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word 'lechon'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word 'lechon'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word work
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word work

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word fat
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word fat


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word pig to the word 'ipa'
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word pig within the word 'ipa'

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Self-commitment Statements:

I commit myself to speak words as a living expression of myself  realizing that each word that i speak i am giving life to as my expression of who i am - realizing that i am equal to all that exist - and that my starting point is communicating who i am - is not based on self-interest but as who i am as all parts of me as life

I commit myself to make sure that the words i speak are understood within the context  and definition that i have given the words as living expression of myself  making sure that the vocbulary i use are understood within the communication that i have with another being - where i speak as who i am - as all parts of me as life

I commit myself to make sure that i am self-directive when i communicate to someone as myself - where when and as i see that the words are not coming from who i am - as that who is here - in that moment of breath - i correct myself - by breathing the 4 counts breath - as i inhale - i count 1-2-3-4 - pause-1 -2 -3 -4 - exhale - 1-2-3-4-pause 1-2-3-4-  and say 'I am here'  - until i am sure i am here - as who i am - as all parts of me as life

I commit myself to make sure that the communication i have with another human being is  not spoken using words that does not stands as who i am - as all parts of me as life

I have seen and realized that when i am  using words that are charged with positive energy experiences - i am accepting and allowing for the negative energy experience to exist within and as me - therefore i commit myself to stop all participation - as i have realized that the game is a perpetual loop  keeping me trapped in a design where i believe that i am moving forward  when all i am doing is going in circles back and forth
I forgive myself to expose polarized words spoken by myself or by another as me -so that this game will stop - where i create experiences of high and lows as manifested consequence of playing the game - which is also accepting the pre-programmed designs to play out as manifested consequence


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