2012 Redefining the Word 'Grandmother' Part 3 Day 41

Part 1

Part 2

Webster defines the word grandmother as :
Mother of one's father or mother

(Goodness R-ant And M-e with the O- ther-T-here not Her-e)

This definition is limited.
When one perceives oneself separate from all that exist - where one judge another as more than or less than who one really is - this is not best for all.

I am redefining it and giving it meaning equal to who i am as all life - a definition i can live

Redefining the word Grandmother:

Mother of ones mother or father

who perceives all as equal to Life by virtue of the fact that we are all born in this world
and that we are made of the same substance- dust, water, clay.

Perceives the sons and daughters, family etc. as oneself

Births oneself as life.

2012: My Grandmother Part 2 Day 40

References:

 Part 1

Part 2

In Part 1 i did self-forgiveness for how i experienced my grandmother. In this blog i will do self-forgiveness for connecting her name to other names and defining it within other words which make me see her more than or less than what/who she is - not realizing she is equal to all that exist - as all are made of the same substance that all are made of. These are the names of her children and grandchildren. I put only their initials. I am releasing that limited definition i gave the word grandmother - realizing that the word grandmother - is equal to all that exist - as life. Making the word grandmother more than what it is within judgment and projecting that to who she really is - is abusing her through my words. Words are symbols.  We live them as who we are as life - as the living words.
 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word VD
I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word OD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word AR

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word JD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word AD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word DD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word  BD
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word RD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word JR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word NR
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word SR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word TP
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word KP
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word EDP
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word EJP
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word DR
I forgive myself that i  have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word BR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word EP
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word WR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word DRAD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word GD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word ANND
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word DEZD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word LD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word RD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word GD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word MOLAD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word  ABID
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word grandmother to the word ROD

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within  the word WR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word EP
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word BR
I forgive myself that  i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word DR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word EJP
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word EDP
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word KP
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word TP
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word SR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word  grandmother within the word NR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word JR
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word RD
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word BD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word DD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word ASD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word JD
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word AD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word OD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word VD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word DRAD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word GID
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word GLD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word
ROD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word DAD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word DED
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word LID
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word AND
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  define the word grandmother within the word ROD
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word grandmother within the word ABD

2012: Movement Blog: Living or Non Living? The Computer is Equal to All That Exist: 'I am Alive' Personality Day 27

I woke up earlier than my partner today, so since his computer is near the bed, i used his computer. When he woke up he said, "i will do my blog today, will you use your computer?"  I looked at what he said and it made me realize that we enslave computers as if humans are the only ones that have the right to exist in this world - where we glorify living things as the king of the earth - a judgment where we see living things as more than non-living things - as the computer. We see them as something we own - like a slave. While we are resisting enslavement - we are participating in enslaving non-living things - like the computer - as the 'I am Alive'  personality -  I would like to direct this point in this blog using self-forgiveness and self-commitment.

Self-forgiveness:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i am alive because my limbs move and those forms that do not move - such as the computer, as non-living.- as i identify as the personality defined by the polarity of movement or no movement - visible to the naked eye - not realizing that it is my  limited perception as the personality that limits my understanding of what is living and not living - as i have defined me within beliefs, judgments etc. - where i fail to see what is here, as what is - not realizing that all forms, moving or not moving - are made from the same substance all are made of - and is equal to all that exist. 

So within this, i commit to through writing self-forgiveness and correcting myself in every moment - until i stop all personality systems i support - enslaving the computer and all non-living things and judging them as less than oneself and judging living things (moving forms) as more than oneself - stop. Within this , i commit to expose all abuses done to computers and non-living things by myself and others as me - and within this, i commit to assist in birthing a new world based on equality.

 The computer industry manufacturing computers for profit. 

The people using the computer to advertise abuse of the physical body through pornography

to earn money 

The people who abuse the computer  by supporting war

The people who use the computer to form relationships with people who use mind energy to give life to the ego-personality - within thoughts, emotions, feelings -  judgments, justifications, ideas, opinions, blame, polarity, beliefs about good and bad, right and wrong, positive and negative

 

The people who use the computer to advertise abuse of plants, animals, children, women, the earth, water, food (and all life forms - moving or not moving) etc.