The Accident 2: 'There's Something Wrong with My Body' Mind Pattern

   

                                               We had an accident last Dec. 17, 2014. Here is a mind pattern that I                                                spotted when it happened.

                                               The Accident Part 1

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                                                The Accident Part 2
                                                There's something wrong with my body' Mind Pattern
                                                >I better get out of the car because this car might turn into flames                                                           (fear)
                                                >I am a little bit dizzy
                                                >and I am walking in an unstable way
                                                >my chest is painful and different parts of my body feel sore
                                                >my neck is a little bit stiff
                                                >I better get a medical check - up in the nearest hospital (fear)
                                                >so I will know if there's any part of my body that is damaged (fear)
                                                >I don't want to be alone in this hospital (fear)
                                                >plus the medical expense will be too much (fear)
                                                >I will just go home and put cold compress to the sore body parts
                                                >then i will see a chiropractor, that is cheaper (survival)
                                                >have an x-ray and get him to give me a bone/skeleton adjustment

What is Self-forgiveness? 

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self 

to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, 

positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or 

someone that leads to stability as breath. 

Writing Self-forgiveness Statements 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear damaging my body in an accident
believing that it will be painful - fearing pain and so desires comfort and within that, desire to be healthy believing that if I am healthy, I will be free from bodily harm and disease which translates to the need to support our business to earn money - within fear of survival .

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear high hospital bills and project this into the future, believing it is unnecessary to pay high hospital bills - as we can give our body support through adjustments and massage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not having a body and identity believing that I do not have a memory of me without a body - so not knowing how to express myself as such

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to exist as a memory of who I have become as a personality that I defined myself within  - where I  experience myself in my mind reacting to my internal and external environment that I perceived separate from me seeking a positive experience from a perceived negative or fear of lack - which is where the positive is created, rather than be here as breath in every moment expressing myself as such.

I commit myself to assist in establishing a world that gives everyone equal access to what is given to all of us equally by the earth - a world where all are given the basic necessities to survive to live in dignity and where survival is not being negotiated or worked for - but is assured - realizing that the value of all that is here is equal to life.

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I commit myself to develop an equal and one relationship with my body.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself fearing not having a body, I stop and breath. I bring myself back here and put my palm on top of my heart - listening to my heart beat and realize it is the heart beat of the physical existence which remains and which I am a part of - as Life.

 I commit myself to redefine the word body

From
Word Web
The entire structure of an organism (an animal, plant, or human being)

To
The entire structure of an organism (an animal, plant or human being) which extends to or includes the internal and external structure that consist of parts of this one life - as all that is here in this physical existence living or non-living.

Word Log: Expanding The Word 'MARKETING' : 042814

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From the Word Web
The Word 'Marketing'

The commercial processes involved in promoting and selling and distributing a product or service

Expanded Meaning:
The Word 'Marketing'

The commercial processes involved in promoting and selling and distributing a product or service
where the product or service benefits all life and the actions done in commercial transactions of buying and selling are done from a self-honest starting point where words are redefined or expanded to give it a meaning
that aligns to what is best for all life.

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There are many aspects of marketing so we will go over the general aspect here and the specifics in each individual part

The part that i want to talk about here is the part where we impulse each others fears and hopes where the solution that we offer in terms of products or service had not been tested by us and we have not walked the walk or walk the talk in terms of this, but rather we rely on information from others.

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We try to earn money for ourselves or our business because we live in a world of competition where the one who can 'compete well with words' wins. This is in essence abuse of words which essentially affects our self-honest standing within our relationship with words. Words speak of who we are. If we speak words that are defined within competition, this will not benefit us in the long term.As our fears and hopes become impulsed through words we use in advertising, we create psychological stress in others, because as we impulse the buyer's hopes and desires to take a product or service, either positively or negatively, it will eventually lead to physical stress which will lead to disease, so therefore it is not best for our mind and body. For a body, mind, and social 'friendly' standpoint, it is best to redefine or expand our words and give it a meaning that aligns to what is best for all parts of ourselves. We are all birthed here using words to communicate and to abuse the words in our advertising campaigns compromise our standing as who we are - as part of the whole that is life. Rather than do this, let's create a world that truly honors life.

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The Word 'BEAUTY'

From The Word Web
The qualities that give pleasure to the senses

My Redefinition of Beauty:

The characteristic attribute of self where there's a physical experience of pleasure to the senses as what it sees aligns to the principle of what is best for all life

Phonetics:
From:
BEAU (sounding as 'View') of  running away from TY-ranny  to get an experience of pleasure
To
BE A-ll as yo-U , T-hank Y-ou

Word Log: Redefining The Word 'Leading': 042714

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From the Word Web
Leading
Indicating the most important performer or role

Redefining The Word 'Leading'
Pointing to the value - where the value of us all is equal to Life, of what someone stands for and as and the actions that result to that which benefits all Life.

Phonetics:
LEAD to  ING-rave ones name to be remembered by all
LEAD to put the  ING-redient that will benefit all

Self-forgiveness for Mental Health: Food: Cake

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What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 

Forgiving Myself In Writing:

Self-forgiveness for Judging the Black Forest Cake as Inferior in Quality:

Thought:
'The cream icing in that cake is soft therefore poor in quality.'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the black forest cake that i saw in Facebook as poorly made believing that because the cream is soft and not firm it is inferior in quality than other black forest cakes instead of seeing and realizing that the food items in it come from plants, animals and the earth and they are here supporting our body to get the nutrition it needs, so it is best to be aware of how the nutrition in our food can support the body's survival.

I commit to when and as i see myself judging the look of the cake - i stop and remind myself to not judge it from a subjective view of reality within bias - comparing it to another and judging which one is better looking but rather see the cake for what it is, as food, and use it as such.

From the Word Web:
Cake:
A sweet baked food made from (or based on) a mixture of flour, sugar, eggs, and fat

Food
Any solid substance (as opposed to liquid) that is used as a source of nourishment

I, for a moment was not aware of: the following:

1. The flour came from the earth, and it's being nourished by the earth
2. The cream came from the cow, and its body is being nourished by plants, who in turn is being nourished by the earth
3. The chocolate came from the cacao plant which comes from the earth
4. The sugar came from the sugar cane plant which came from the earth
5. The rum came from the sugar cane which comes from the earth
6. The cherries came from the cherry tree that comes from the earth
5. How much of every ingredient i can eat that will not create a sharp increase or decrease in my blood sugar leading to physical stress and disease.

Self-forgiveness for Unawareness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be unaware of what the ingredients are of the cake and how much of each is in the cake, where the ingredients come from and how it affects the body's blood sugar where i eat because i like the taste of food rather than eat in awareness and from the starting point of eating to provide nutrition for the body for optimum survival.

Rewriting My Life:
From Commitments to Self-Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself eating in unawareness - i stop - i breathe and make myself aware of what i eat and what's in it.

I commit to educate myself about the ingredients of food i eat so i can look at nutrition present in the food

I commit myself to look at how much of the food item i eat - i can eat, without raising or lowering my blood sugar to a point where it creates

I commit myself to pave the way to make food available to all through assisting in creating a world where survival is guaranteed for all by supporting organizations that is committed to make this a reality.
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Word Log: Expanding The Word 'Business' : 042614

Post by Business Expressions.

From the Word Web

The Word 'Business'
The activity of providing goods and services involving financial and commercial and industrial aspects

Expanding The Meaning of The Word 'Business'
The activity of providing goods and services involving financial and commercial and industrial aspects.

Providing goods and services is an activity that involves physical movement that becomes our behavior. The behavior is directed by the mind most of the time as we try to survive in a world of competition. So, we have to look at how we can act in a way that we are present in every moment when we do something so we can be sure we are the one directing our behavior in the workplace.

We can consider looking at who we are within what we do.

We are the breath within this body, so it is commonsensical to rather than be directed by the mind (as fears, anger, anxiety etc.) while conducting business, we stop and breathe when and as we see ourselves going into stress.

The mind uses electrical impulses to carry out its functions. Mental energy is resourced from the body and while we give our body energy from the food we eat, which comes from the earth, to function and survive, we also take energy from it through thinking, reacting etc. We do this throughout the day while doing our jobs.

If we take energy from our body most of the time, it can lead to dis-ease. So, we can minimize creating stress for the body by releasing fears or 'stress generating' words and phrases using tools that work like self-forgiveness and clearing the meaning of words we speak and write.

It is supportive to be aware of and be self-directive in our actions to align it to what will benefit the organization and everyone that will be affected by our decisions.

Our products and services can help in creating awareness to what is going on in our body and this world. We can point out problems and provide a solution that can improve people's awareness of themselves and their environment and through this awareness look at the problems and provide a solution.

This translates to money for the business because as we give, we receive also.

Since the earth provides raw materials to support all of us to survive here on earth, it will help us all to align to the expression of the earth and assist in creating a world where there's guaranteed  survival for all through supporting organizations that does this in conjunction with earning profit for our business to survive as an organization.

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The Word 'Leader'

From the Word Web:

A person who rules, guides or inspires others

My Expanded Definition

The Word 'Leader'

A person who directs others in a way one directs oneself from the problem to the solution, in ones awareness of oneself as the creator of the problem and what one created  in 'ones within'-  as the mind and 'ones without' - as the world system, to within that awareness see objective reality as what it is, and in seeing the consequence outflow 'within' and 'without', able to direct others to the solution that will benefit ALL, which includes assisting in creating a world where all can  get the basic necessities we need to survive and within this is the realization that the value of each of one of us is equal to the value that is Life. 

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Phonetics:

From 

LEAD towards E-motional healing to gain R-espect

To 

LEAD towards E-quality and taking self-R-esponsibility

Word Log: The Word 'Earth' : 042314

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I was surfing the internet when i saw this which gives rise to this blog:

Earth Day run photo goes viral, creates online uproar over strewn paper cups

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The Word 'Earth'

From : Word Web

The 3rd planet from the sun; the planet we live on

I would like to expand the definition of the word 'earth' in this blog:

The word 'earth

The planet we live on.

This planet we live on is here before we were born and it has given all of us equal access to the resources coming from it.

We have to look at a way to align our expression to its expression - to give all equally a means to get the basic necessities we need.

Upon getting our share from these resources the earth provide, we have to find a way to support its upkeep.

It is easy to look at the earth from a subjective view of reality and create a place somewhere out there in our mind - a 'perfect' place to go in the future hoping that one day this will happen, but we are here on earth so what is presented before us is objective reality.  It is commonsensical to see what the problem is and provide a solution. 

 It will benefit all of us to have a sustainable ecosystem. 

To do that, we have to be responsible for the trash we create individually and where they are going, because eventually, they are going to the water, which will be eaten by the marine animals and plants which will eventually come back to our table.

We affect each other because we are all birthed here on earth interacting with each other.

Let's stand for that which will benefit all of us.

Self-forgiveness for Mental Health: Eating For Entertainment: Watching A Movie

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What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 

Forgiving Myself In Writing:

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if i watch a movie in the theatre, i have to buy something like popcorn etc.even when i already ate and eat with the one i am with while watching, otherwise the experience will not be enjoyable and it will defeat the purpose of going there - which is to be entertained, rather than looking at what nutrition the body can get from the popcorn for example (or any food item) and having a log, know what food gives me a stable blood glucose so that i can assist the body and be able to eat with commonsense and use food to give the body nourishment that it needs.

Rewriting My Life:

I commit myself to when i see myself believe that i have to buy and eat  popcorn even when i already ate for my husband and I to be entertained when watching the movie - I stop, breathe and realize that I have to use food  according to what it is - which is a substance used as a source of nourishment.

I realize that i am wanting entertainment because i connected it with a memory of me being entertained before and therefore have defined it within bias - where i connected it to a memory of when my great grandmother gave me a coconut sweet while playing around the house which i also connected to the  fear of not being entertained by food, people, event or any external stimulant within a subjective view of reality - within bias.

I commit myself to rather than seek being entertained by the the taste of food and the movies, see food objectively and use it for what it is intended for.

Word Web:

Food 
Any solid substance (as opposed to liquid) that is used as a source of nourishment

I commit myself to make sure i am clear within myself before i say or write the word ' food'.

I commit myself to assist in making a world that truly honors life so all can get the basic necessities to survive - including food to help the body survive optimally.

Sugar Defined

 

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From the Word Web:

Sugar

n.

An essential structural component of living cells and source of energy for animals; includes simple sugars with small molecules as well as macromolecular substances; classified according to the number of monosaccharide groups they contain.

My Expanded Definition:
Sugar

An essential structural component of living cells and source of energy for animals; includes simple sugars with small molecules as well as macromolecular substances; classified according to the number of monosaccharide groups they contain;

The energy we take from food is for the body's use.  When we use this energy and convert it to mind energy, this depletes the body of energy going to the cells, so releasing mind chatter based on value judgments  (ex. good and bad)  that uses mental energy is commonsensical. This can conserve  energy that can aid in the proper functioning of the cell.

We have to make sure also that all of us have means to get food for the body so we have enough energy for our body's optimum survival

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Self-forgiveness for Mental Health: Blood Sugar

  

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What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 

Forgiving Myself In Writing:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is bad and scary to be old, and believe that only old people and people with diabetes should monitor their blood sugar levels because when their blood sugar level goes up, they can die - where my decisions are fueled by fear of being old, sickness and death, so instead of looking at releasing the fear, i ran after health and longevity using food to make me look young and feel young through getting into a vegetarian diet, vegan diet, 'raw food/living food' diet, paleo diet, ketogenic diet, the zone diet etc. instead of releasing the fear and logging my daily food intake, sugar intake etc. and aligning my food intake to what will support the body optimally as per my own investigation of how my body works and the feedback it gives me according to what food i eat.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that only diabetics should monitor the blood glucose levels because they are old and they may die when their blood glucose level goes up and down, instead of realizing that since i am the breath within my body, and seeing that the body is supporting me to move and express myself in this world, it is my responsibility to be aware of what is going on in my body, what food i am taking, how much sugar is going into my blood etc. so i can assist the body in regulating blood sugar levels.

Rewriting My Life:

I commit myself to instead of running after what i desire in terms of health and longevity based from information given by others, learn to question those, do an unbiased investigation, look at my definition of the word 'sugar' and correct myself when i see that i am defining it within bias and instead of doing that, expand the definition to align to my expression of myself, log my sugar intake and be aware of how much sugar goes into my body (which will eventually go into my blood) then adjust my sugar intake to what will support the body to maintain balance - homeostasis for optimum survival.

Word Web:
Sugar
n.
An essential structural component of living cells and source of energy for animals; includes simple sugars with small molecules as well as macromolecular substances; classified according to the number of monosaccharide groups they contain

I commit myself to accept and allow me to develop an equal and one relationship with food and the body through taking self-responsibility.

I commit myself to assist in creating a world that supports dignified life for all, where everyone is able to get the the basic necessities to survive and means to buy food that will support the body to survive optimally

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Self-forgiveness for Mental Health: Disease Part 3

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Self-forgiveness For Mental Health: Disease Part 2

What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 

Quote:

The internal movies we make to entertain us in our mind which we have internal conversations about, both positive and negative, can lead to psychological ups and downs or psychological stress which can eventually lead to disease  - June Roca

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect pictures in my mind of events in the past and create a motion picture that i imagine in my mind of how the old lady with psoriasis suffered and inflate it to the point where i see her as an inferior member of the community and so dread having psoriasis.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the picture of a relative who had a disease where tumors appeared in her body distorting her figure which i imagined in my mind as a form of a dreaded disease where one gets ostracized in the community because one becomes so ugly due to a disease and then projecting an inflated reality of what i see into the future so that i live the future in the present instead of being here as breath in every moment and look at how the body's energy is taken away/depleted through the use of mental energy as i imagine within my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the picture of poor children that walk without slippers with torn shirts and dirty faces in the Philippines to fear of death, disease, pain and suffering and then create a moving picture of it in my mind that i always replay whenever i see people who are sick .

I commit myself to bring myself back here in physical reality when i see myself replaying a series of pictures in my mind which are snapshots of real people etc. that i perceived in the past which i have interpreted within my mind based on positive and negative judgments, beliefs etc. therefore mostly inflated interpretations of reality and realize that if i do this, the body will suffer because the energy i use in my mind to produce and direct this movie of which i have internal conversations about is taken from the body, so just like a laptop plugged into a socket on the wall, where electricity runs giving power to the laptop, i am taking the energy i am giving the body through nutrition from the food i eat, and misusing it to produce and direct this movie i am watching and having conversations about in my mind which creates weakness in the body that leads to disease and instead of blaming the bacteria/virus in my mind, i will take it all back to myself and change my starting point from fear of the bacteria/virus, to embracing it as a part of me - as life.

I commit myself to assist in making a world where survival is guaranteed for all where my environment is supporting my process of self-perfection.

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What is Self-forgiveness?

It is the process by which an individual forgives oneself for accepting and allowing self to separate from objective reality, releasing positive and negative value judgments such as good or bad, right or wrong, positive or negative - as subjective interpretations of reality regarding something or someone that leads to stability as breath. 

Why do we fear disease, illness and death?

Why do we blame the bacteria?

Why do we run away from our fear of disease?

Why are we running after health instead of looking at where this fear started and how it is resourcing energy and creating stress in the body?

I recently had a small skin infection which reminded me of how i see myself when i have an illness.

In this blog, i will write self-forgiveness statements as if to say i am sorry to myself for connecting memories to fear of disease which leads to my interpretation of reality in 'my within' as the mind and so create consequence, in 'my without' like the health care industry and all the abuses in it which if we look closely, is our fear of disease becoming the fuel that gives life to this industry.

Self-forgiveness statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the collective mind design that i have to cope in a world where survival is not guaranteed for all, so fear surviving, seeing health, disease, and the bacteria as threats to my survival where health becomes my ticket for survival in a world of uncertainty

Through this, i forgive myself to fear the bacteria, believing that it will give me disease which will eventually lead to death instead of realizing that it is part of the whole that is life and it is to realize that i connected memories of suffering and pain i witnessed/others witnessed in my environment to fear which i associated with a memory from the past - where i saw the following:

1. Seeing the old woman at the town where i grew up, who stayed at home because of psoriasis - all her skin peeling off and her skin rosy and tender, a woman who i judged as suffering some form of emotional pain from being separated from the community, believing that because she cannot go out and be with other people she is ostracized from society, in essence blaming her disease and judging her as ugly which i believed is one of the reasons she stopped herself from being seen in public.

Psoriasis (pronounced /sɵˈraɪ.əsɨs/; from Greek ψωρίασις, meaning "itching condition" or "being itchy",^[1] from psora "itch" and -sis "action, condition"; also termed psoriasis vulgaris),^[2] is a common, chronic relapsing/remitting immune-mediated skin disease characterized by red, scaly patches, papules, and plaques, which usually itch.^[

2. Seeing another person who is a distant relative with tumors all over her body who i judged as ugly which i associated with fear believing that proteus syndrome is a disease that  makes one suffer and be ostracized from others.

Proteus syndrome, also known as Wiedemann syndrome (named after the German paediatrician Hans-Rudolf Wiedemann), is a congenital disorder^[1]:554 that causes skin overgrowth and atypical bone development, often accompanied by tumors over half the body.^[2]:776

3. Hearing my grandmother said i was in the hospital after birth when i was diagnosed with a disease called neonatal jaundice. She said there was a cockroach coming very near me trying to sniff at me. She said she was very angry to see that my life was in danger yet that cockroach was not helping the situation, rather, making it worse. So, she said she ran after the cockroach to kill it then she prayed to God 'to either take me away to free me from suffering or to heal me'.

4. Seeing the poor people in the Philippines who cannot afford health care who stare in the sky hoping one day someone will come and save them from poverty.

5. Seeing a neighbor when i was young, that had tuberculosis. He was poor, thin and he always had a cough. I rarely go near him because i fear that i may be contaminated by the disease.

These are memories that keep coming back when i have an illness where i live the past in the present, thinking about suffering and uncomfortableness as i connect them to my fear of illness and death disabling me from living here in every moment because i am in my mind.

Investigating the disease showed me the memories and the fears i attached to them.

It assisted me in looking at what I accepted and allowed myself to fear.

Facing them  makes me see where it started, so i  can stop fearing and start living and heal 'internally' and 'externally' as i release the fears etc. through self-forgiveness and bringing myself back here as breath, living moment by moment.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to blame the cockroach within the thought, ' in the past it endangered my survival by coming near me to bring some bacteria and viruses into my life', instead of realizing it was just a story that is fueled by my grandmother's fear of disease and so what is commonsensical to do is forgive myself for my fear of sickness, disease and death and correct myself in my living by using food to nourish the body for optimum survival and not accept and allow fears to direct me because it leads to psychological stress which in turn lead to physical stress or dis-ease .

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the bacteria is my enemy, separating myself from it, instead of realizing that the bacteria is birthed here in this world, just like me, and that we are walking this one life, therefore, we are equals, and it is for me to see that it can also be used to culture food that can assist the body and that it is here to wake us up and make us aware of what we accept and allow in our mind when we get sick - so we can forgive, stop and 'heal' ourselves 'within and without'.

Through this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear disease and instead of facing it and look at the origin of the fear, desire and pursue health instead where i judge some food items as good and some food items as bad

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that one diet is good and another bad, instead of realizing that i am deciding from a starting point of fear of having dis-ease rather than from a starting point of what is best for all life - where plants and animals give their life to support the body to survive so it is for me to realize that if i stick to looking at objective reality, i will see that there's nutrition in both and it is not about pushing one food item and deifying another but it is about me looking at what food really is

I commit myself to show that food is about providing the body nourishment and not about judging one food item as good and another as bad and in the process separate myself from some food items that is part of the whole that is life, not realizing that i am creating a consequential outflow that is not best for the body, as i create psychological stress when i say, 'I should eat this, I shouldn't eat that' which leads to physical distress or dis-ease

Word Web
Food
Any solid substance (as opposed to liquid) that is used as a source of nourishment.


I commit myself to show that food is here to support our body to have energy to move and to survive

Word Web
Food 
Any substance that can be metabolized by an animal to give energy and build tissue

I commit myself to show that food can be misused, and it is for us to realize that our misuse of the nourishment we give the body to energize the mind within our polarized interpretation of reality within bias can cause psychological stress which can lead to physical stress or dis-ease.

Word Web
Food 
Anything that provides mental stimulus for thinking

The Right To Water: How Will We Honor Everyone's Right To Water?

3:03  - 3:44
The fourth fundamental human right is a fundamental right as well because the human cannot exist
without clean water. Thus, water, also freely provided by the earth except for the part of purifying it, just the human labor part, is a fundamental human right that is not possible to be negotiated, sold or in any other way used to diminish another human being. To do such things is in fact human rights violation and a crime.
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Right now, this is what we are doing:

>The earth gives us water to distribute to all, equally, for all of us to survive
>it was distributed unequally because of the unequal monetary system
>i can afford it, so i have clean water to drink but some people cannot, because of lack of money
>some corporations bottled water for profit and i buy them
>corporations get money and profit from water
>the poor's share is not being given to them and so not having money to get water is self-diminishing
>crime against life is being committed every day because of this
>everyone lose

We have to correct this pattern.

How?

By giving those who do not have access to clean water, access to it.

Let's start with giving them part of the profit that corporations get from selling water through giving them a Living Income, Guaranteed from birth till death.

This is my corrected version:
>The earth gives us water to distribute to all, equally, for all of us to survive
>it was distributed unequally because of the unequal monetary system
>i can afford it, so i have clean water to drink but some people cannot, because of lack of money
>some corporations bottled water for profit and i buy them
>corporations get money and profit from water
>the poor's share is not being given to them. Our inability to provide means to the poor to get water to survive is self-diminishing
>we nationalize water corporations and share part of their profit to the poor by giving them a living income, guaranteed from birth to death
>all survive

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Links:

Facebook Living Income Guaranteed Page: Filipino

Facebook Living Income Guaranteed Page: English 

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What Is The Living Income Guaranteed (English)?

Ano Ang Living Income Guaranteed? 

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