2012: 'It's All About Love' : Guru: Is 'The Best' Part 5 Day 47

Why do i judge the guru as more than me?

'The Guru Is The Best?'

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The Guru Is The Best and I am The Worst?

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  believe that the guru - as AM- had supernatural powers - so he is the best- and i do not have the same supernatural powers he had - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM -  as the supreme being created the universe - so he is the best/supreme - and i did not create the universe as the guru so i am not the best/not supreme - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru- as AM - had no ego - so he is the best - and i have ego - so i am the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM - had the power to liberate me and others from the ego - so he is the best - and i do not have the power to liberate me nor other people from their ego - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe  that the guru - as AM -can give life to a dead boy - so he is the best - and i cannot give life to a dead boy - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM - is the reincarnation of Shiva and Krishna - so he is the best - and i am not the reincarnation of Shiva nor Krishna - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru as AM - can give power to mantras - so he is the best - and i cannot give power to mantras - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM - invented the tandava - an exercise for men to be 'healthy in body and mind 'to so he is the best - and i did not invent the tandava - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM - invented the kaoshiiki - an exercise for women to be 'healthy physically and psychologically - so he is the best - and i did not invent the kaoshiiki - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM - moves with 'grace of a god' - so he is the best - and i don't move with 'grace of a God'- so i am not he best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM - can initiate people into spirituality - so he is the best - and i cannot initiate people into spirituality - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM - had monks and followers - so he is the best - and i do not have monks and followers - so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM - had millions of followers all over the world - so he is the best - and i do not have millions of followers all over the world -so i am not the best - the worst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the guru - as AM can initiate monks up to the highest lessons in Tantra - so he is the best - and i cannot initiate the monks up to the highest lessons in Tantra - so i am not the best - the worst

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I realized this is how i defined myself - as the worst.

I realized i was trying to be equal to him - as i defined him as the best - so in my life i am trying to be 'the best' - not realizing i am here in every moment as the breath equal to/as all that exist - so rather than compare me to him and judge and get jealous - within competition - i simply live as who i am - equal to all that exist - standing for what is best for all .

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Link
 http://earthsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-12-redefining-words-part-9.html

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that the definitions that I have assigned to words are the expressions that I will give life to as living expressions of myself.

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I commit myself to through - writing self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements - assist me to stop the mind - stop judgments - and birth me here as life - standing for what is best for all equally - so that life can be birthed in the physical - until life will be here forevermore

I commit myself to see/realize and understand and for others to see/realize and understand that i am abusing the physical body by getting energy from it - to be used by the mind whenever i judge myself or others

I commit to see/realize and understand that when we get energy from/as the physical/body we are leading the physical into damnation - as eternal suffering for/as all 

I commit myself to show through my blogs - how i assist myself to deconstruct my mind as the conscious, subconscious and unconscious - and assist myself to stop my mind - so others can also be assisted to birth themselves here in he physical - until life will be here forevermore.