2012 Family Blog: When Stability Is Not Real: Mother Self-forgiveness Part 5 Day 18

Self-forgiveness for/as All Mothers :
I have observed mothers who give the children education for the purpose of giving them stability - in this unequal monetary system - where mothers think and believe that - through that education - the kids will be able to land a job - which will give them money so they can live a 'happy' life - not realizing that without assisting in establishing a new system - that is based on equality - where all can get the basic necessities to survive - and live in dignity - mothers are trapped as the ego-personality within wanting to survive in this current unequal monetary system - where the personality systems based on lack and no lack, rich and poor - etc. will be supported.
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In this blog, i will direct this point by doing self-forgiveness as all mothers using self-forgiveness and correct myself within my daily living using a script of self-commitment .
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the mother's/parent's effectiveness by the number of  children - that she or the husband was able to support to finish their education and measure the stability of the children- as per the amount of money they have as adults - instead of looking at the children from the starting point of them being an equal - and assisting in establishing a system where all will be given equal amount of money to live in dignity
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  push the children to study and present themselves well so they can be accepted in a society that supports inequality
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to take care of the children, send them to school, buy them what they need to survive, give them money and buy them clothes that will make them look good - so that they can earn money and be stable in a society based on inequality - invest in them so that they can pay it back when they become stable - where the parents will get back the money they invested - expecting to get returns over and above what they spend  - and if this do not materialize - judge the children as bad and a failure - where the parents support the current system of inequality - rather than assist in establishing a system that is based on equality.
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the children should marry a wealthy businessman so that they can support the parents when they grow old - supporting a monetary system based on inequality - rather than assisting in establishing a monetary system based on equality as that which is what is best for all.

I commit to when i am trapped as the mother ego-personality - where children are judged by how much money they have and are being pushed to marry someone for money- i stop - i breathe and correct my starting point. Instead of comparing mothers/parents to children- and judge ones stability by the amount of money mothers//parents have compared to how much money children have - i correct my starting point to stand for what is best for all - where all will have optimum benefit for what i do - which is assisting the establishment of equal money for all  - so all will see each other as equals - and rather than survive driven by fear of lack of money - live life and express oneself fully - as self as life - equal to all that exist.