2012 Beauty Blog: The Hiding Personality: Day 21

Knock Knock 

Yesterday, as i was busy listening to a video about pesticides and how to remove pesticides in the vegetables - which to me was very interesting, i heard a knock on the door. I did not expect anyone visiting, so i did not open the door and instead went to the bathroom to have a shower . I was in a pajama so i was embarrassed to open the door and let anyone see me wearing a pajama and have not even shower yet - as i judged myself as less than myself  when wearing a pajama and have not yet  taken a shower - and judge myself as more than myself when i am wearing well ironed clothes and have already taken a shower. So, i am not here- i am trapped as the personality - defined by my belief about beauty and ugliness.

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I will direct these points here and redefine the words beauty and ugliness in part 2 and 3 of this blog - using self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - as i stand for what is best for all life.

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Self-forgiveness 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less than myself when i am wearing a pajama and have not showered yet - and judge myself as more than myself when i am wearing well ironed clothes and have already taken a shower.

Within this i commit to expose my participation in judging myself and others and the personality systems that is being supported by this -  the beauty industry - which is based on judging oneself as less than oneself and within that wanting to buy clothes/make-up/bags,/shoes that will make one look more beautiful - which also supports the enslavement of people working for these industries in the third world countries. This i will expose through my blogs and vlogs - so that all will know the truth of what is going on in existence - and as i stop these pattern - all will stop - and the mess we created will stop - and we will create a world that truly honors life based on equality

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to hide rather than open the door believing that ugliness is bad and beauty is good - and within that - believe that that belief is real - not realizing that i created it in my mind and acting it out - makes it real - where i will suffer the consequence of my action - which is supporting the beauty belief systems in this world

So, within this i commit to expose my participation in beliefs about beauty and ugliness - and the systems that is being supported by this belief - through writing self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - so that this world will wake up to the truth of what is really going on when one exist within beliefs about beauty and ugliness - and how this create a world that we have now - based on consumerism.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the pajama - which is just a cloth - and is real - as bad/ugly based on my belief about beauty and ugliness - which i created in my mind.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the body as less than myself when i have not taken a shower yet and judge the body as more than myself when i have already taken a shower

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge dirt as bad and no dirt as good

Self Commitment

Within this, i commit to - through writing self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements and self corrective application- change and recreate myself - as Self as Life - and within this assist others as me to birth oneself here as life - standing for what is best for all.