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In this blog i am looking at my relationship with the word 'money' - separating from the word by charging it with a positive and negative value - looking at the words i connected it to and defined it within - where i did not see it equal to my expression and to through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application assist myself to release the charge and use the word as equal to my expression .

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word money through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word money through giving it a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word money with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word money with a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word riches
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word riches

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word fame
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word fame

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word fortune
I forgive  myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word fortune

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word
happiness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word happiness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word freedom
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself myself to define the word money within the word freedom

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word vacation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word vacation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word picnic
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word picnic


NEGATIVE

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word work
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word work


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word lack
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word lack

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word poverty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word poverty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word inferiority
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money to the word inferiority

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word inequality
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word inequality

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word hunger
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word hunger

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word control
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word control

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word difficulty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word difficulty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word money to the word suffering
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word money within the word suffering

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating from the word money by giving it a positive value or a negative value - i stop - i breathe and change my starting point - to instead of charging it with a positive or a negative value, i redefine it and give it a value equal to life.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself giving the word money a positive or negative value, i stop - i breathe - and to instead of desiring money, look at the fear behind the desire and through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application, accept and allow myself to - accept and allow myself to release myself from the fear  - and stop the desire within and as myself.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself connecting/defining the word money to/within other words - where i give it a value more than or less than what it is - i stop - i breathe and change my starting point - assist myself to be clear of polarity when i speak or write the word - and redefine the word and use it as equal to my expression

Day 196 Solution Blueprint : Update: Problem Blueprint: Postponement and 21 Days Breathing

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I am extending the 'solution blueprint for the 'postponement' character

'indefinitely' until done.  I am doing it in conjunction with the 21 days breathing which I will also do 'indefinitely' until done

I found out in working with allocating the tasks that i have to do for the day, that i created a relationship with time - where i wanted to fit all tasks in one day and then try to do them all in a day. I tried to sleep between 6 or 7 am and sleep for 6 hrs and then wake up at about 12 noon and do the same cycle. I found out that i had been self-dishonest within this because i am racing with time trying to beat it. So, I am at the moment working on spreading the tasks i have to do for a day to where i can put some tasks as weekly tasks.There is hesitation to do this - as i defined myself within - a belief that when i finished all the tasks in a day - i will be special. There is also a hesitation to use the google calendar and write down the tasks i have to do - believing it is not necessary because i know the things i have to do.  I will do some self-forgiveness for points that i saw and commitment statements and correct myself in my breath by breath moment by moment application. I will in the blogs to come redefine some words also.

Problem Blueprint:

The 21 Days Breathing And The 'Postponement' Character

When i postpone my birthing process - birthing process, meaning - i am aware of me as breath here in every moment

I become 'unaware'of who i really am as i do my daily tasks. 

Doing tasks from a 'separation awareness' starting point - rather than from a true starting point. 

Even if i finish a lot of tasks, it is me as the alternate version of me trying to win - as i compete with time - within my mind - judging myself within the number of tasks i do -working for the reward - which is a 'positive energy experience' - not realizing that the positive always come from a negative  - as 'fear of taking responsibility for all parts of me here - as life', ' evolving the negative more'

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Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create a relationship with time

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i have to do all the tasks i have to do in one day - believing that if i don't i will not be special - that i will be a failure as i have seen people who work so fast and finish many things in one day - believing that is the best thing for me to do  - where within this is my fear of failure that is directing my desire to finish all tasks in one day - not realising it is not how many tasks i do - it is who i am in what i do.- where my starting point matter.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that i can evolve myself and get a reward if i become good in organizing -  feeling happy when i do - and fearing to fail if i don't - not wanting to let people know that i have been good at starting and not finishing - where i do all i can in the beginning and then give up when it is about to be finished - getting a 'positive energy experience' out of the challenge - the evil me hiding within my mind - with a smiling face and smooth operating facade - not seeing and realising that when i cover my evil deeds with positive light - i am evolving the 'negative' more, and one day i will have to take self-responsibility for it anyway - but i 'd postpone accumulating consequence - instead of taking self-responsibility here as i am here as breath at this moment.

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I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to evolve the negative which is fear of failure , more instead of facing my fears to stop my endless search for happiness and birth me here as life 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the day starts at 1 am and ends at 12 midnight - and that my awareness  starts from when i wake up and ends when i sleep - not realising that my 'unawareness' is a limitation i imposed on myself - and that when i drop the veil - or stop creating an alternate reality within my mind using energy from the body - i can stop my dellusion and can see clearly what is here

Commitment To Correction:

I commit myself to when and as i see myself postponing birthing me as breath here - to look at the point i am accepting and allowing to exist within myself that sabotage my self-perfection process - and through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application - assist myself to see how the point/problem started and then apply myself to correct myself breath by breath - change my starting point - and stand.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself creating a relationship with time - where i am trying to win against time - for a positive energy experience -  i stop - i breathe - and instead of  doing that i stabilize me as who i am as breath and do the tasks - as equal to my expression, redefining words as i go.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself coming from a starting point of fear - of failure - i stop - i breathe - realising that desire to win within competition driven by fear of losing  is me as the mind - and not who i really am as the physical/body - as the body of the earth, as the animal of life, the plant of life, the nature of life - and see the commonsense in living simply as who i am as breath here.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself wanting to get a 'positive energy experience' out of  challenging something or someone - i stop - i breathe - to instead of wanting a challenge - redefine the word challenge and use it as equal to my expression - and move me as breath moment by moment

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I am looking at the 'Fear that when i truly care i will have to take responsibility to/as all parts of me as life' , in this blog,  where because of this fear, i choose to 'not care' - using self-forgiveness and commitment to correction to recreate me as someone who can be trusted to always stand for what is best for all - as someone who in fact cares to birth me here  - as all Life.

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not care about whether i have money or not
- and have internal conversations/backchats such as:

'I really don't care about money'
'It's so stressful to run after money'
'I like to be Jesus look at him he lived without money'
'The guru - Anandamurti - also did not touch money, so i will live like him'
'The monks do not have money too, and they lived like that, they survived'

- where i used words within and as my mind separate from me within my internal conversations as the different characters that i define myself within - and formed a relationship with money within my mind - forming a picture, a memory of when i first i saw the poor in my country - and looked at how they suffered - so created a relationship with fear - of suffering, pain and poverty- and essentially fear of not existing.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear pain, suffering and poverty- which is essentially fear of not existing - and instead of facing the fear - i evolved the 'negative' more - as the evil me hiding this within my mind - where no one can see where i can hide the evil me that is giving up on me - not facing my fears - rather, went to the opposite polarity - desiring to be rich and because of the difficulty involved in getting money and becoming rich - which is studying and then building a business and then then making everyone know about it selling the product, organizing a schedule and not being able to go to picnics and just take it easy - i gave up and not care about  money - and through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Jesus, the gurus and the monks are special believing that they can survive without money - and through this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be like Jesus, the gurus and the monks 

 

  

- where i have separated myself from Jesus, the monks and money itself - and formed a relationship with them within my mind - in an alternate reality where i am an alternate version of me - and through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge money as special - believing that because it is difficult to get - it is special - through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe money is special because it is difficult to get - and so gave up on money - and then suppress my desire/need for money to survive in this world system of inequality - not seeing and realising that the body of Jesus, the body of the monks, and the metal (as in coins) or  paper (as in paper money) money is made of - is a manifestation in this world - and is made from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that is here.

Commitment To Correction

To Birth me here As Life

Equal To all That Is Here

I commit myself to when and as i see myself fearing pain, suffering and poverty - and essentially fearing not existing - evolving this 'negative' to desiring and then not caring about money and then suppressing my desire/need to survive in this world of inequality - i stop - and breathe and realise how i evolved this point - so to assist myself to see that i have given money value equal to who i have become as the mind - and  to redefine money and use it as equal to my expression - and assist in establishing a world that truly honors life based on equality where all will have the basic necessities all need to survive in dignity - and give it value equal to life

I commit myself to delete the memories, as pictures, as fears, desires, suppressions etc. - within and as myself and let go of the separation within and as myself and stand with what is real/physical - assist myself to accept and allow me to see the commonsense, simplicity and practicality of living life as what it is - equal to all that is here - as i am made from the same substance all are made of - living life and birthing me here as who i really am - as the breath - moving breath by breath, moment by moment.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring to live like Jesus, the guru and the monks - i stop  - i breathe - to instead of fearing pain suffering and poverty - then desiring to live without money like Jesus, the guru and the monks - assist myself to see that the problem is not the money but the system which i supported - within my acceptance and allowance in my 'within' as the mind and then creating a mirror of that in my 'without' - fearing, desiring, suppressing - and then creating the very things i fear, desire and suppress - not seeing, realising and understanding that i am the creator and the created - creating this system where people  have the same fears and desires etc. as me - so stopping starts from me.

'I Don't Care': ''Desiring Enlightenment:' :Day 194 Thought and Backchat Dimension

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'I Don't Care' Character

I am looking at the 'Fear that when i truly care i will have to take responsibility to/as all parts of me as life' , in this blog,  where because of this fear, i choose to 'not care' - using self-forgiveness and commitment to correction to recreate me as someone who can be trusted to always stand for what is best for all - as someone who in fact cares to birth me here  - as all Life.

                                                  THOUGHT DIMENSION:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to entertain and become preoccupied with the thought, 'i fear taking self-responsibility to/as all parts of me as life' that one thought can make me react as 'fear to take self-responsibility for/as all life'  that in that moment  i go within my mind - an alternate reality-  that is not what is here, as the physical - as what is real- and within that become 'unaware' of me as breath at that moment here in/as the land of real living.

I forgive myself that i haven't  accepted and allowed myself to in that thought of  'fear of taking self-responsibility for all parts of me as life ' i remove myself from the physical reality of here, which is 99% and the 1% as thought as 'fear of taking self-responsibility for all parts of me as life'   i participate in/as the mind - accepting and allowing me to separate me from what is here, as what is real - as this physical/body.

I commit myself to when and as i see a thought manifest in my mind as 'fear of taking self-responsibility to/as all' to in that moment stop and Breathe, and wake myself up and realise i am HERE in this breath,  in this body that is expressing, moving and functioning and with me accepting and allowing me to follow a thought that is 1% of what is here - i am missing another breath - where in that moment  i can stop my mind participation and direct myself in the physical and stop thinking that thought.

Imagination Dimension

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine how difficult it is to take self-responsibility - creating a relationship of fear - to taking full responsibility for/as all life - where the only things that i take responsibility for are  the ones that will make me flourish and prosper as an individual separate from all - within self-interest and have justified not taking self-responsibility for/as all life - having a picture of an enlightened and spiritually elevated me having lots of followers - not seeing realising and understanding that i am in fact just saving my ass - within that imagination - disregarding the rest of all parts of me as life - just the evil me hiding within the recesses of my mind - hiding behind the veil of self-realization and enlightenment - yet self-dishonest - as who i have become - as the nature of me within my mind - thinking no one will know - no one will find out - the truth of me - as the evil intention that i hide - wanting to just save my ass - desiring to self-realise by myself - not willing to take on each one as me and walk with/as them and go through the difficulty and pain and suffering that is the consequential outflow of me surviving only for i - me and myself 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not be willing to take on each one as me and walk with/as them - not wanting to go through the difficulty, pain, sadness  and suffering -  wanting the shortcut - choosing the easy way out - forming a relationship with the  picture within my mind - of me with followers - copying the gurus that crossed my path in this lifetime - not seeing and realising the self interest within that - by me just having my own enlightenment and leaving the rest of existence, to find their own way out - as the evil intention  as me within my mind -through this,  i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by my fear of taking self-responsibility for all of me as life - choosing the path of self-interest within my desire for enlightenment - not seeing and realizing the  evil nature of me wanting to be enlightened ahead of everyone - where i  pictured me as being more elevated spiritually and the rest not.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to use the picture of my guru and imagined him sitting on the top of my head with hands blessing me - who i meditated on for so long - about 29 years ,  in a mudra - a hand gesture ( a form of blessing) meditating on that on my sahasrara chakra - imagining him within my mind 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to justify not taking self-responsibility for/as all -by  sitting in meditation - just to have a calm mind - for myself  to feel good - not caring how the rest of humanity is doing within a system such as this one we've got - just interested in my own happiness and bliss - while i pity the majority of humans that i believed will not get enlightened - or will not self-realize - within blame - believing  in my mind - i will be enlightened and i will self-realize - and so i imagined me blissful as the enlightened one - within self-interest- within the recesses of my mind where the evil me resides - hidden, so no one will know - no one will find out the truth about my wanting to be enlightened - driven by fear of taking self-responsibility for all as me -  as life.

Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself imagining how difficult it is to take responsibility for all parts of me as life -  and desiring to not take responsibility because of that- i stop - i breathe and assist myself to  take self-responsibility anyway, as i am here as part of this one life 

I commit myself to when and as i see myself  justifying Not taking self-responsibility for/as all by siting in meditation and imagining someone to give me enlightenment - i stop - i breathe and realise that this is the alternate version of me desiring to be enlightened out of fear of taking responsibility for/as all life and fearing to establish a world that truly honors life where all will get the basic necessities to survive in dignity where plants and animals will not be slaughtered for food and profit - within self-interest. I stop. Instead of sitting in meditation - to look at ones  thoughts, imaginations, backchats, emotions, feelings etc.  and  through writing, self-forgiveness and commitment to correction - assist oneself to recreate oneself to someone who can be trusted to stand for what is best for all.

Backchat Dimension:

Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to extend the thoughts and imagination to backchat and internal conversation, thinking,  

'I will do what the guru says and that's all that i need to do. I do not have to assist all life, that is too much, I can only do so much. I am just human, and fortunately i have a guru who promised to save me. he said to do meditation, yoga postures and eat sentient food without garlic, onion, egg or meat and then give food to the poor, then i will be liberated from the ego' 

- using words separate from me  - within my mind while having internal conversations of self-interest within my mind - fearing to take self-responsibility and surrendering to the guru to take responsibility in my behalf .

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to not want to take self-responsibility as a mother to my kids - and instead left them in the care of their aunt and their father while i migrated to Australia - and justifying that by giving up, with the backchat:

'i do not have any means to support my kids, i cannot do this on my own'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to give up - fearing taking responsibility for my kids' - and justifying that,  saying to myself,  ' i have to survive'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to surrender and rely on my guru to take responsibility for me - rather than me taking self-responsibility for me within self-interest and having the backchat, 'I will just meditate and hopefully Baba ( the guru) will help me make money and then i will get them and we will all live a happy life' - chosing the easy way out -  fearing suffering, difficulty and sadness

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself fearing pain, suffering and sadness - i stop and breathe - and change my starting point - to instead of fearing all of that - redefine the words, release the separation from the words and the charge i gave them - both positive and negative - through writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application - and use the words as equal to my expression 

I commit myself to when and as i see myself imagining that i am a spiritually elevated personality - i stop - i breathe - to instead of imagining that - assist myself to see the commonsense that i am made of the same substance all are made of - equal to all that is here - to  through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application open up the fear that is driving the desire  - and correct myself in my living application.

I commit myself to when and as i see myself justifying giving up - saying that, 'i need to survive' - i stop - i breathe - and assist to establish a world that truly honors life based on equality as i cannot blame the system - i am the creator and the created. I can only take self-responsibility.

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'I Don't Care' Character: Day 193 Fear Dimension

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I Don't Care Character

Fear Dimension:

Fear that when i truly care i will have to take responsibility to/as all parts of me as life

Fear Dimension

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to create a relationship of fear to taking responsibility to/as all parts of me as life, when i do know that as i am part of life therefore i am responsible for what i create within my mind and what i create in my 'without' as this world system  - but i have taken this knowledge of fear of taking responsibility for all - and  instead of pulling myself up and look at who i have become within taking responsibility, write about the point , self-forgive and correct myself - i instead walk my very future in this world as fear as there's no certainty that i will have all the resources that i need in every step of the way to take self-responsibility to birth myself as life - as all  life - not realizing that i can do something - assist in establishing a new monetary system based on equality  and from there walk to complete any task that needs to be done no matter what - because who i am is here.

 I commit myself to when and as the fear of taking responsibility  manifest in my mind - to realize that it is me as the alternate version of me within my mind - in an alternate reality wanting to take it easy,  fearing any difficulty - and getting a 'positive energy experience from it' -  not wanting to face the  reality that this world is based on consequence and one day it will catch up on me and i will have to take self-responsibility anyway, so start here and walk- do  whatever it takes to birth me here as life - and life is birthed here forevermore