I Am A Copy of My Mom: 'Like Mother like Daughter' Day 161 Solution Blueprint: 'Late' Character

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*I have noticed i do other tasks in between tasks that i did not direct me to do. I do not focus on one task that needs to be done. This is me being a copy of my mom- as i saw her do this when i was young. I have a memory of her telling us she will go to the store for example at 10 AM and we ask each other wondering where she is - no one really knowing where she went - and when she arrived at about 7PM or later - i do not normally she normally tells me the whole story of where she went and all the stories of all these people she talked to and as i was being entertained hearing those stories - of when she went to a place , this other lady friend invited her to her place and then she saw another relative there and then this relative invited her to their place and so on and so forth. I accepted it as okay. I was participating in a positive energy experience as she told me the stories. I was laughing and asking her how  they are and what's happening to their lives. It is within that acceptance and allowance - i accepted and allowed myself to be a mind character copy of my mom.

*I will take this back to self and do self-forgiveness and correct myself.

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Self-forgiveness Statement

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to contradict what i directed myself to do - as i become self-dishonest within and as myself - defining myself within the 'self-dishonest - desiring positive energy - mind -happiness' character - separating from who i am as the physical here - defining myself within the 'separate from the physical - mind - happiness' character - to create an alternate reality within my mind - defining myself within the 'alternate reality - positive experience - mind -happy' character - where i can go to - to imagine and react to the physical - as an alternate version of me - defining myself within the 'alternate version of me - mind - happiness' character - always desiring a positive energy experince - stopping me from being who i am as breath here - defining myself within the 'i am breathing - happiness' character - not experiencing the physical as what it is - defining myself within the 'alternate reality - happiness' character - following the programming i created within my mind to always follow what my mind says when i see something or hear something - defining myself within the 'follow the voice in the head - happiness' character - which i have given a positive value to - avoiding that which i have given a negative value to - that which is difficult to do - defining myself within the 'i do not like difficulty - focus on one - happiness' character - so i am always coming and going - jumping from one task to the next - defining myself within the 'multitasking female - i can do so many in one go - i am a superhuman - happiness' character - to entertain me as the mind character - defining myself within the 'i love me - i want to entertain me - happiness' character 
 - never really experiencing who i am as the' real character' as the physical - as flesh - as blood - defining myself within the 


'I am okay as the mind character - this is me an animated illusion - i am not aware that i am the mind - ignorance is bliss- happiness' character - not looking at the commonsense that all are made from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that exist - acting from the starting point of self-interest. 







I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be a copy of my mom - defining myself within the 'copy of my mom - xx chromosome - program- happiness' character designed to be a copy of a copy of a copy  - defining myself within the 'sins of the mothers and fathers- tree of life - family - i am a copy - happiness' character

- where i got half of my genes from the from my dad's  x chromosomes and half of my genes from my mom's x chromosomes - defining myself within the 'xx chromosome - i am a copy - family- happiness' character - where my mom got her genes from her dad's x chromosomes and her mom's x chromosomes - defining myself within the 'mom xx chromosomes - i am a copy - family - happiness' character - and my grandmother's genes came from her dad's x chromosome and her mom's x chromosomes - defining myself within the 'grandmother xx chromosome - i am a copy - family- happiness' character (on both sides of the family - my mom and dad), and so on and so forth - living a life  my grandparents lived 10 generations back - defining myself within the '10 generations - programmed gene - happiness' character -  as i have within my body the dna codes that have been programmed - defining myself within the 'living the dna codes -programmed dna code - family - happiness' character - where i asked myself who created me - but did not investigate it fully and so - i believed it was God - because religion said so - where i have not seen or talked to god - so i imagine talking to him within my mind and imagined him telling me he will save me - where anyone can say anything and i will believe it because of the absence of complete information and knowledge - defining myself within the 'i do not know - but the bible said so - so i believe - this is true - i am saved - i know - happiness' character - also trusting science to tell me the truth -  second to God- as i trusted knowledge and information separate from me - defining myself within the 'i do not know - but science knows - science will find the answers - information - happiness' character - not seeing that science is still investigating the truth using formulas and methods coming from knowledge and information - separate from scientists themselves - coming from what they learned and what they were programmed to learn. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my mom - where when i watch my mom do what she does - i have this feeling of love within me towards her -  where i do not see what is here - instead i look for a 'positive energy experience' within my watching and interacting with my mom - defining myself within the 'i love my mom - she can do what she likes to do and i will not say anything - and i can do what i do and she will not say anything - let it be - happiness' character -  looking for something that will entertain me in that moment of interaction with her with her - which i will judge as either good or bad - according to how much positive energy i determined that interaction gave me - as i charged that interaction as positive or negative - giving it a positive or a negative value - making it more than or less than what it is 

- where i  also look at what will give her a positive energy experience - something to entertain her -  defining myself within the 'i like my mom to be happy - family - happiness' character - never really wanting to tell her what she is doing that is not best for all and a possible solution - because of fear of her being angry - defining myself within the 'i fear my mom will be angry - self-suppression - sad' character so desiring to only talk about what she likes - defining myself within the 'ask her what she wants - do not ask her why she's late because she will go to my past and criticize me - i don't want conflict - happiness' character - where i create an alternate reality within/as my mind - with me as an alternate version of me - and her an alternate version of herself - defining myself within the 'i create an alternate version of my mom in my mind - self-dishonest' character with both animated characters looking for a positive energy experience - and then giving both animated characters what they need to be happy - utilizing the physical and manifesting the mind desires and fears in the physical- defining me within the 'animated illusion - needs blood - vampire - happiness' character - where the illusion is animated - consuming the physical and transforming it to energy - where within this, the nutrients from foods that i eat are being consumed for energy to sustain the existence of the mind - defining me within the 'i use food so i will exist as the mind character i have become - consumer of the physical' character.

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