The Way of The Elephant: The Story of The Zen Buddhist, The Yogi, Ivory Chopsticks, Royalty, Good Food and Nobility Day 146

The Elephant 's Way  

Me and The Elephant 

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 This Blog Is The Continuation of This Blog

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Taking Responsibility for Being The Creator of my 'Within' (who i am as My Mind)

 and my 'Without' : This Current World System Based on Inequality

Solution: World System based on Equality

Stopping the The Unconscious Mind as The Collective Mind

Using Self-forgiveness and Commitment to Correction

Me as All Characters In This World

Self-forgiveness Statements:

As People Who Eat with  Ivory Chop Sticks 

The 'Ivory Chopstick -Happiness' Mind  Character Narrative
Self-forgiveness 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed  myself to use ivory chopsticks to eat - defining myself within the 'eating tasty food - ivory chopstick' character - where i do not consider the harm inflicted on animals as the elephant suffers while i as all - try to take away it's tusks just to be able to eat food using chopsticks - instead of using other eating utensils or hands - just to be happy - within self-interest-  for the purpose of having a positive energy experience from having an expensive chopsticks to show off to friend's and relatives - desiring to be better than others - by having more money than others -defining myself within  the 'elite - happiness' character - where i desire to buy ivory chopsticks - in the expense of elephant suffering - from pain - defining myself within the 'i don't care -ivory chopstick' character - having the elephant's tusk's removed from the body -defining myself within the 'cruel to animals - ivory chopstick' character - not seeing and realizing the oneness and equality of all life - as i exist within the noise within/as my mind - of thoughts, backchats, internal conversations etc. that i do not hear what is here - as the physical - existing within an alternate reality - within/as my mind where i have desensitized myself from the suffering and pain - of all as me - not  feeling the elephant's pain in my body - as i have desensitized my body from pain - defining myself within the 'desensitized from pain - ivory chopstick' character - manipulating my body to not feel pain - so i can be happy all the time - defining myself within the 'eternal happiness - ivory chopstick' character - not seeing and realizing that i created a system - defining myself within the 'system relationships of characters - ivory chopstick' character - as all the relationships of all the characters i have become - where i made sure i cannot find who i am - defining myself within the 'i am trying to find me as i hide me from me - ivory chopstick' character within self-sabotage - so i will not realise who i am as all that is here - defining me within the 'self-sabotage - ivory chopstick' character  - existing in  separation from all that is here - not seeing the reality that i am made from the same substance the elephant is made of -as all are made of - as i defined myself within the 'i fear pain' character desiring positive energy experience - defining myself within the 'i like to be happy' character - so i will not see the enormity of the consequence i have accepted and allowed - defining myself within the 'i don't like consequence - ivory chopstick' character - where i put a golden cloak around me - as the 'happiness' cloak - which made me desensitized to pain like an anaesthesia - believing and manifesting the belief that 'i am happy'-within my mind  - defining myself within the 'manifested belief  in separation from all that exist' character - and within that separation from all  - stopping me from realizing the oneness and equality that exist as life - as all - defining myself within the 'i don't want to realize who i am - chopstick' character - and as i want to hide the fear of pain - so i can only be aware of happiness - defining myself within the 'fear of pain hiding -ivory chopstick' character


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 - so i did yoga and meditation to mask the FEAR of pain - defining myself within the 'i fear pain - tantrik yogi' character - and within that, desired happiness through yoga and meditation - defining myself within the 'desiring happiness - tantrik yogi' character - intoxicated in bliss when i meditate - defining myself within the 'I am blissful - tantrik yogi' character - and feeling good within my physical body when i do yoga -defining myself within the ''i am doing yoga - tantrik yogi' character -  the same 'happiness' character that i exist as - as the people who make the elephant special - and adorn the elephant's body with ornaments - equating them with nobility - where within this, is desire to be  part of nobility -defining myself within the 'happy to be nobility' character -the same 'desire for happiness' that we have - within happiness to belong to royal bloodline -defining myself within the 'happy to be a royal' character- as i  cheer when Kate and Prince William wed - deifning myself within the 'prince and princess - fairytale - happiness' character learned to curtsy - defining myself within the 'curtsy and meet the queen - happiness' character - as just in case i visit the royal palace in UK and meet the queen -defining myself within the 'i like to live in a palace - happines' character - i can greet the queen - happy to belong to the 1% with money - defining myself within the 'i like to be rich and special like the queen as the minority - happiness' character - fearing to belong to the 99% that is working to survive -defining myself within the ''i fear to be poor and be struggling without money - sadness' character fearing not surviving - fearing pain of not having food to eat - defining myself within the 'fear of being poor - sadness' character -desiring to be happy by eating tasty food - defining myself within the 'i like to be rich and eat expensive tasty food - happiness' character- fearing not having food to eat -defining myself within the ''fear of not having anything to eat - sadness' character - fearing to be poor


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- the same 'happiness' character that is masking the fear of pain and suffering - defining myself within the 'hiding the pain - sadness' character - through playing out the 'i am happy' character- doing zen meditation - desiring to avoid suffering - defining myself within the 'i fear suffering - happiness as zen meditation' character - not realizing and fearing that one day i will have to face myself as who i have become - defining myself within the 'overwhelmed -i fear taking responsibility -surrender to the guru ' character - and fearing pain - fearing taking responsibility - fearing not existing - defining myself within the 'fear of not existing - not surviving - inferior ' character - and as all characters that i have played out in my life - and as at this moment i am doing self-forgiveness and commitment to correction to birth me as the real character that takes self-responsibility for all creations, manifestations, thoughts, backchats, consequences, outflows moment by moment breath by breath - as in walking back - and seeing how i am creating the 'fear of pain' and the 'i like to be happy' mind characters that i played out in my life - to walk out of the noise from the noise created by all these characters that are in conversation within my mind -as all parts of me - as who i have become - just because i fear facing me - defining myself within the ''i fear facing me - fear' character - as i believe i have done so many things that is evil - defining myself within the 'i am evil - sadness' character- where i do not really like who i have become - defining myself within the 'i do not like me - inferior' character - so i fear myself - defining myself within the 'i fear me  - i am a liar- inferior' character - where when i was young i lied to my grandmother telling her the lady she was asking me to collect money from as she owes her money for the dress she had made her - where i told my grandmother the lady was not there - so instead of proceeding to collect the money she owes my grandmother - i turned back and said she's not there when all it was - was me fearing the darkness - as it was 7 pm at night when i was about 7-9 years old - defining myself within the 'fear of darkness - lying - inferior' character - where i fear the unknown that there can possibly be a ghost lurking in the darkness that will harm me - defining myself within the 'fear of ghosts in the dark - lying- inferior ' character  and fearing me  as i hide the truth from others - defining myself within the 'i fear me - hiding- inferior' character - where when i was about 7-8 yrs old i would hide and watch this boy, named E.M.,  while i was hiding behind the curtain to peep to see  if he already arrived in school - looking over from my great grandmother's house opposite the school i go to - hiding the truth to my teacher that i was desiring to dance with this guy in our presentation - as i do not want anyone to dance with any other boy but him - defining myself within the 'i like him - i don't like anyone else- specializing' character - hoping they would pick this boy to always be my partner - defining myself within the 'hoping - i desire to dance with E '  character as i liked being paired dancing with him as i get a good feeling looking at how he moved being a little bit quiet and reserved - defining myself within the 'i like a reserved guy like my dad - infatuation' character - being my classmate in elementary grades -as i get a positive energy experience dancing with him - defining myself within 'dancing with a boy named E.M. - happiness' character  - not realizing that dancing as self-expression and not charging the physical act with a positive or negative value is enjoying the physical - as who i am - and dancing with someone as myself - as an equal - is me being equal to the movements of my physical body while dancing and expressing with someone as myself - as equal to the physical/body - is being here - as who i am as breath - suppressing myself from enjoying a physical moment expression with/as someone - as i believed enjoyment with the opposite sex is not allowed - defining myself within the 'not allowed - self-supression' character - as i was not an adult but a child - defining myself within the 'child - inferior' character -  i suppressed myself within enjoying my physical expression with the opposite sex  - defining myself within the believing that i have to be married to someone before i can enjoy myself with the opposite sex - defining myself within 'fear of expressing with the opposite sex -dancing- inferior' character' - as i desire to dance and express myself through movement with someone - defining myself within the 'desire to dance with someone' character

-so as we go back to that scene where i was judging myself as inferior - desiring to be superior - by making myself look superior through wearing clothes which i have given a positive value to- defining myself within the 'clothes making me superior' character - within fear of looking bad - defining myself within the 'i fear i look ugly - inferior' character - so my desire to look beautiful came about - defining me within the 'beautiful - superior' character

- and looking at the inferior character again - where in class i was fearing  not being  able to answer what the teacher is asking the students - defining myself within the 'fear of not having an answer - inferiority' character - defining myself within the 'i know the answer-superior' character - desiring to excel in school  with high grades to please my parents - defining myself within the 'desiring high grades - happiness' character -and my desire to eat during recess - defining myself within the 'i like recess more than i like studying- judging ' character -  judging eating sweets as more than myself and me less than myself - liking to eat even when i was not hungry just to get a positive energy experience form sweets  during recess  - defining myself within the 'eating as desire for positive energy  - food ' character - desiring the sweet gooey texture of food - and feeling inferior when my friends have more money to buy more delicious food during recess time -defining myself within the 'fear of not being happy not having food and money - inferior' character

 'having sweet delicious food plus money - superior'  character - where i desire to have more money to buy more delicious sweet food - defining myself within the 'desiring sweet delicious food and money to buy - happiness' character- where i am in an alternate reality as the alternate version of me within my mind - not hearing what is here as the physical here - as the eternal physical substance - as the physical body - as the physical existence.

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'when a number of us dies simultaneously
we experience all of their simultaneous deaths within our physicals ' The Whale

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Not Participating in The Mind Character's Narrative 

Self-commitment

I commit myself to when and as i see myself following the narrative of the 'ivory chopstick - happiness' character - i stop - I breathe. I change the narrative of the mind character - as i have created this within/as my mind in an alternate reality where i am an alternate version of me -change it to a narrative that is directed by who i am as what i am - looking at what i have become and walking this process - as i am doing now directing myself and writing the narrative- expressing me here  - realising that i come from the same substance all are made of - equal to all that exist . I stop following the mind happiness character's narrative. I bring myself back here and see the commonsense of what i realised walking the mind character's narrative. It does not make sense and is not what is best for all . It's starting point is self-interest - to assist myself to realise that my desire for happiness comes from my fear of  pain - and so to assist myself to stop fearing pain and see realize and understand that coming from the starting point of pain - i am stopping me from facing me - within self-sabotage. I assist myself to walk out of the noise in my head and bring myself back here to instead of being directed by desire for happiness - equalise myself with /as pain - which comes from not being equal to/as my body -  having no intimate real relationship with/as it -so to assist myself to estabkish a real relationship with my body - support its structure as i move and express and function - slooooooooow myself down - and embrace the totality of pain - as the physical substance - as who i am, as all - embracing the consequence of everything that i have created, manifested - the outflows etc. knowing that walking the totality of my creation within and without from the time i can remember to now- will i be able to stop the mind - as it is within embracing all the relationships i have created, stopping the charge i have given the word, manifestation, expression etc.can i see the values i have given it and each and every relationship i have created - and seeing that - i can take the relationships down, as i stop giving charge and value to it -take self-responsibility moment by moment breath by breath - and stop it - and in that embracing all the pain that the elephant suffers - equal to the pain in my body - equal to the substance that my body is made of - can i  equalise with it and in taking self-responsibility for the consequence i have created 'within and without' - i am assisting myself to be in a position where i can stop participation in the creation of both - with/as my mind - with/as my body - accepting and allowing myself to equalise my 'within and without' - for within that embracing of all parts of me -taking responsibility for all that i have done in the name of self-interest - self-forgiving - and committing to correction - giving self to self - accept and allow me to birth me here standing for what is best for all.

I commit myself to delete the memories, as pictures, as desires within and as myself - and let go of the separation  within and as myself and stand with the physical breath by breath moment by moment.

I commit myself to expose the abuses to elephants and all animals as a whole in my blogs

I commit myself to call on activists and humane societies to - rather than ask the system for reform and be the 'rebel' rebelling against authority - to instead assist in establishing a new system based on equality and create a world that truly honors life  - where animals and plants will be supported and treated asequals - and stop slaughter of both plants and animals for profit.